WHAT IS LOVE????

Well here i am taking a mini break from my studies , this is my fourth day off, wasnt supposed to be an off day ,was supposed to start studyin today ,but anyone who knows me knows im a big procrastinator!!!!!! So i wake up in the morning thinking im going o start studying today, but does that happen, well...........................NO!!!!!!!!So with my morning cuppa tea i perch myself on my couch ( my second most favourite place after my bean bag) & i start missing my brother( cousin) , i say to myself i miss him so much.......
Meanwhile my sweet , round little labrador comes welcoming me to the morning sunshine (more like heatrays!) with a doormat (dont ask me why) & i tell her ,"i luv u so much......" & whisper sweet nothings into her ears in doggy language. She keeps circlin me ,with the ever-present doormat or any of my clothes she can get a hold of( the more expensive the better), & wagging her tail all over the place .....she finally snuggles near my lap & steps into the world of dreams...i sit thinkin about love....
Love just four letters but such a potent word. It can mean so many dfferent things to so many different people. It can be so many different kinds of love , invoke so many different feelings in the object of your affection................
I know what it feels to love hell yeah i love people , i love my mom,my cousins , my family , my best friend-abhinav,my boyfriend-boney(this is not in order of preference , just in terms of the time duration we've known each other) & my dog!!!!!!
I love a lot of people & in so many different ways . How do you love different people in different ways ?????? How is it that theres always room to love one more???? How is it that though love causes us pain, we never cease to love?? Can a parent love one chile more than the other??? How do we know when we are in love?? Are we ever gonna know the answer to all these questions? Am i gonna know why i love the people i love-so much??? Is this love gonna last forever??-well i know the answer to that one-i'll love them from even beyond the grave!
Since we are talking about love so much, i'd like to take a moment & thank the people i love & tell them why i love them so much. So here goes well it all goes without saying for family...& friends , but three people without whom i wouldn't know about love so much are my mom-for obvious reasons, my bestfriend-abhinav & my boyfriend-boney(in chrnological order of appearance). Let me say a few things about each one of them here.Boney-Im blessed to have you in my life, you've really come through for me especially in the last few months , you've let me bare my soul with you & you bore your's, we've connected in a way i never thought was possible for me-ever, we've had many first's together, many good & bad times , i love you more each day( i can go on but the rest of the things i wanna say- are for your ears only!).abhinav-we met for a project became bestfriends & have been inseperable since. You have been the most loving , supporting, loyal & funnny guy i could ask for.Im blessed to have you as a best friend.We've seen wach other through thick & thin & your still here & i know you always will be...(the rest you know but i'll tell you in person again!)
Well thats not to say i dont love the rest of my friends, dont get me wrong i love all you guys, but i wanted to take some time & thank these guys especially........i love ya'll to death! Well im still here wondering when any of my questions are gonna be answered if at all they are. So im gonna do what everyone else on this planet has been doing for 1000's of years .....life my live & figure out all these answers on the way........ But if any of you wise guys have any knowledge to impart .............go rite ahead!!!!!!