Hmm....today was a nice day off from my regular (last week) life of going to college and coming back and sitting at home and completing my assignments n journals,some of which are still grossly incomplete!!
So i sit and reminisce about all thats happened over the last few years(not everything but a few major things that have happened and how im different from wat i was when i was 18). And the first few things that come to my mind is my group of friends from juniour college how i miss them!!!!!! MIKU,DIVYA,KRISANN,KRITTIKA.we really had a blast,that was the first time i actually really got along with a bunch of girls. Those gals were fun.......the crazy things we did. Kritts was always saying or doing something really funny!Miku n Divs always liking the same guys!! Krisann was always taking on new things like painting ,sketching (she even sketched on a pair of paints,they looked awesome!!)....n well i was generally goin around playin a lot of pranks n getting into a lot of trouble. All of us together on the last few benches of da classroom forever talking ,laughing,passing notes!! Now things have changed so much each one is in a different college and all of us can never meet up and spend some time together owing to the fact that all of us are now in different countries or states.......so sad!! Well thankfully one of my best friend miku is here with me so i can call on her any hour of the day with all my shit and take all of hers too.After thinking about everything ma gang's done together i went on to think bout how life was after my 12th(thats when we all got seperated).
Thats when i think about my graduation,im still doing it,thankfully this is my 3rd and last year and how life is when your doing your grad studies.Well i first think about why i took physics and the answer is right there cos i love the subject.But things seem a lttle different now cos now its not just about learnin what i love,the only thing all the teachers keep talking about is how we need to be disciplined and giving all these weekly tests,completing our journals,manage to study everyday,ace all our tests.Somehow all his seems really so not me definately not what i bargained for. I know i gotta study and all but they forget its important for us to have a life (which by the way i see slowly vanishing away into thin air).All work and no play makes jack a dull boy,thats so true!!So here i am swinging between tryin to saok up every bit of life and still keep all my deadlines,its one hell of a job let me tell you that,and i fail often ,but im not gonna give up so soon , hoping i get better at it sooner than later!Im so glad its all gonna be over by april next year.
But college is still fun,i still have a good bunch of friends and we manage to make most often even the mundane lecs interesting by chattin,drawing cartoons of the teachers and the usual things one does to keep awake in a lec, and all the hanging out after college......
Then i go on to think aout all the other really major events that happened this year with this city in general and how i am blessed to be where i am safe and sound with all my loved oones around me(well most of them actually),what with all the floods and the torrential rains and all those who got carried away in the floods and lost thier lives,thier homes,and thier loved ones.It was heart wrenching to see people out on the roads after the floods subsided...though everything was almost back to normal pretty soon.
That disaster made me realise how easy we can just about loose everything we love and hold dear in a moment.....
I think about all the changes in my life good or bad and how they have made me the person im today ......I do a little bit of soul searching ...(lots to write here but no time and no energy.......so ill just leave it for some other time)
After im done thinkin bout the changes in my life i think about the changes in the lives of people around me. Divs came down in may and we had loads of fun, almost like old times (almost because kriss n kritts were missing), and we managed to sort out a few problems we had before!! That was really really nice!! Then theres my brothers wedding!!!! yayey!! Now that is a major change. Im so excited.......im all geared up to get into celebration mode!
Well........There's loads more where all that came from , if it wasnt for time constraints i'd sit and write more , but i gotta go ,so thats all for today......catch u guys later.

my first blog...hmmmm....not really its my second!! well hopefully i can keep up with it.so thats then .......im on ma way to hopefully making this an interesting read.wish me luck!